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Wednesday, June 15, 2011 { 9:02 AM }

went cycling yesterday. i really had a fun time:D at first i was so scared but slowly i got the hang of it. and i should really thank my friend for being so kind and encouraging. i stopped quite a number of times. but now my hands and butt are hurting. i think i gripped onto the handle of the bicycle too hard and i sat on the bicycle too hard..although my muscles are aching and i'm kinda in pain, i still want to go cycling again!! hehee. i want to try it again so i can get better at cycling!
this week is really packed for me because i have something to do or somewhere to go everyday of this week. but i think i like it that way..if not stay at home and rot. yet, sometimes, i just want to sit at home and sleep whole day. dont know why i just cant sleep enough. life is good so far, hope it'll continue:D

Tuesday, June 07, 2011 { 8:24 PM }

i think i should feel hopeless and tired. just went to a few more childcare but there's still no news. why is it such a small matter require so much effort? maybe i'm useless..oh wells.
yesterday night, i did something i thought i would never have done in the past. but i thought i should let bygones be bygones. besides, i am guilty. i thought maybe i should do something to make myself feel better. if it is unsuccessful, then it's even better for me because i would feel like i have done my part and it's your fault now. i can then push the blame on others. why am i still giving myself excuses!
oh, tomorrow's the release of results. i guess i'll check it when the clock strikes 12. please wish me luck ok!:D

{ 8:30 AM }

went for lots and lots of movies this holiday. i think last few weeks alone i've already watched like..ok, let me count- pirates of the caribbean, kungfu panda 2, insidious, ladda land, x-men first class. quite a few right? but there are so many other movies that's coming out and i really want to catch them too. so i better find people to watch them with me before hand, in case i can't find anybody who's interested and then miss the movie like i have before. i would say that this holiday is quite fulfilling, fulfilling in the sense that i promised to watch as many movies as i can since i have been yearning to watch movies during the examination period. so, conclusion? goal fulfilled! but there's this one movie, i wonder if you would watch it with me. i really hope you would want to watch it with me..and i only want to watch this movie with you. but i guess maybe you might not want to watch it with me or you already have someone in mind. ok then, i will have my own backup plans.
i called some childcare already. actually i've only called 2 only. one went to the recorded message while the other one asked me to email them instead. oh man. why is it so difficult:'( i think i'm going over personally to another childcare to show them my matriculation card and maybe prof's email so that it will be much more convincing to let me in now that i am already there. but i am still hoping i would receive the reply of the email i sent out yesterday. if i receive it tomorrow before i leave for the new childcare, then i will just visit the one i sent email to. *pray damn damn damn hard* please god, save me. i really hope they will reply me by tomorrow morning. i don't want to approach another childcare..
i am happy to see people living their lives better than me. yet, at the same time, i am jealous. how i wished my life could be as colourful as them. but this is not up to me to decide. i dont have the ability to do so either.


since the last time we met, i've been thinking about you. i've been thinking madly about you. but i know that no matter how much i wish you would come, you never will.

Friday, June 03, 2011 { 7:15 AM }

thought i applied for a facilitator job, but got called to be assistant facilitator. if you think it's ok, may i add that assistant facilitator is a role that is not paid and does all the sai kang. that was what happened on the first day though. it became much much more fun on the second day and it made me kind of miss the camp. hope that i will be given an opportunity to go for a few more camps if not another camp in this holiday, but as a facilitator of course (best if i can go with my friend again, hehee). i was lucky to have my friend with me. i think it would be so awkward if she wasn't with me. it was especially so on the first day..gosh. it all felt like a dream..i was thankful that we were allowed to stick together and got attached to a group like finally. and the people there kind of took care of us:D thank god for the blessings!
went for kbox with hafidza, jiayu and sara at hougang. that kbox was nice and comfortable and we really enjoyed ourselves. all the shouting and stuff. hahaa! first time i really shout my heart out and sang so much. one word: nice. after that we went to tampines for koi/gongcha and walked walked to search for jiayu's swim suite. this reminds me that i really need to go swimming soon! what an enjoyable day it was yesterday:)
why doesn't people stick to their promises?:( maybe you forgot or what, but i remember what you said ok? and i'm so disappointed with you. well, it made me see how i shouldn't always trust your words. and besides, promises are meant to be broken right.
i have to start to build up my courage. next monday i will call up those daycare centres and see who can allow me to sit in to observe their kids. the reason why i haven't done it is because i am afraid of rejection-.-" lame reason right, since the prof say that most centres are quite friendly. but what if they don't allow me to go and sit it? then i'll be so embarrassed..it's ok though, since it's all on the phone. so as you can see, this is the fight that has been going in my head for the past few days and it's stopping me from actually doing it. jiayou theo!
i cannot deny that what she said reminded me of him. why is it always like that. i imagine the good times we shared and i'll feel guilty again. sigh..if only i wasn't so mean..